Again
this week I took an opportunity to read through journals dating all the way back to 1996. I'm sad to say that many of the excerpts a decade ago could read as though it was today. Over and over and over patterns repeated. Lessons never learned, pits deepened with glimpses of light scattered here and there. A lot of self loathing....feel that way right now. I need more help than I can even grasp . I must be free of this! I don't want to wait until I get to heaven to experience freedom . I want it now. On earth as it is in heaven. How do I obtain it?