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God has been pouring some things into me these past two weeks. Some I haven't quite pulled together, other things are crystal clear. I've made some decisions in my life that were not always the will of God, some things I tried to fix myself because we all know how intelligent I am. (right?) I have a habit of believing that I have messed things up so much that God will no longer need or want me around. I try to fix it and it often ends up worse. I felt I had broken my relationship with God because of 1. marrying Kevin, 2. taking time off from children's church, 3. having some bitterness over my life where my parents are concerned and just not spending enough time doing religious things (I'm totally being sarcastic here). I have repented . A few days ago I told the Lord I was soooo sorry for breaking our relationship, He spoke one word to me, " fractured " . Okay, lets look at that word, it is a form of being broken, but a fracture is still attached, it is